Dilemma :(

I know it has been a long time since I have written anything on here.... but I have a big dilemma.

I really want to go to my family reunion up in Canada from July 6th through the 10th. It will cost about $2000 to get up there and back. Two of my sisters and one of my brothers is willing to help with some of the cost to get up there.

I also want to start trying for a baby the end of June beginning of July. This wouldn't be bad, but we want to get on one of those supplemental plans that pays you money when you have your baby. That would be about $200 a month.

We aren't going to be able to do both. We can either try, key word try, to come up with the money to visit my family or we can start the supplemental plan and try for a baby.

Getting pregnant in July would put a baby around April. We could go up to Canada and then plan to try to get pregnant in September. That would put a baby in about June. I am not sure which I want more. To see my family, and spend non-stop time with my kids (at least at home I can take a break every once in a while), or to try for a baby sooner rather than later.

Again there is no guarantee that we will have the money to go to Canada in time, plus we would have to get passports still. Ugh... decisions, decisions, decisions.